tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16470855171777328302011-04-21T12:50:50.863-07:00Horse_dog_LOVAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04384306586052230416noreply@blogger.comBlogger61100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1647085517177732830.post-65601188523710729792008-04-06T03:01:00.000-07:002008-04-06T03:06:08.017-07:00I trusted N_____...<br />I thought she was my friend..<br />She was kind to me...<br />She treated me like any other...<br />but..<br />when she was with V______ and N______Q___....<br />who don't like S_______...<br />she acts as if i don't exist..<br />she ignores me..<br />when i can't find a group with S_______,<br />she looks at me..<br />then look away..<br />and i don't even know if S_______ is my friend in the first place..<br />what do i do?<br /><br /><br />A______ is really nice...<br />she may be crazy bout boys..<br />but..<br />She's nice..<br />but..<br />is she my friend?<br />Is she going to be there for me....<br />when i'm sad..<br />when i'm lonely..<br />will she keep my secrets?<br />I really want to know..<br />Why can't my life be like those in the anime?<br />Happy endings all the time..<br />or mayb be like one of those people with wonderful talents...<br />like singing..<br />dancing...<br />beauty...<br />can't my life have some fun adventure?<br />Can i ever ever ever be happy?<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1647085517177732830-6560118852371072979?l=lonely-gal-forever-and-ever.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Horse_dog_LOVAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04384306586052230416noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1647085517177732830.post-26166233821026729392008-04-06T02:58:00.000-07:002008-04-06T03:01:27.707-07:00Whenever i look at him..<br />I don't know why..<br />My heart starts to beat really fast.<br />i don't know why..<br />My spirits lift...<br />I don't know why..<br />I forget everything except him..<br />But i know..<br />that we can never be..<br />because...<br />he's already attached...<br />many other girls like him..<br />I'm just someone unimportant..<br />i'm a lone wolf...<br />I try really hard to forget him and live life...<br />But i can't...<br />Whenever i hear the word "Guy"..<br />or his name...<br />I think of him..<br />when i don't see him at class...<br />i feel disappointed....<br />when i see him talk to the other girls..<br />my heart feels warm..<br />when i am near him..<br />I feel happy...<br />even if i am not talking to him...<br />I really wish he and i could be..<br />but...<br />its just a wish..<br />a hopeless dream.....<br />what do i do?<br />i can't take it...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1647085517177732830-2616623382102672939?l=lonely-gal-forever-and-ever.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Horse_dog_LOVAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04384306586052230416noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1647085517177732830.post-84236748580882136092008-03-27T05:20:00.000-07:002008-03-27T05:22:50.532-07:00The thing is...<br />Its not that i don't trust you...<br />Its just that..<br />You blocked me...<br />you ignored me...<br />You treat ur other frens better...<br />its not as if i have very little problems...<br />Its just that...<br />I have no one i can trust anymore..<br />Not my mum..<br />Not my dad..<br />Not even my bestest bestest friend...<br />You think i'm being sensitive..<br />i'm not..<br />i'm just scared..<br />scared that another fren will leave me..<br />I don't want that..<br />I really don't..<br />Please try to understand....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1647085517177732830-8423674858088213609?l=lonely-gal-forever-and-ever.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Horse_dog_LOVAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04384306586052230416noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1647085517177732830.post-88893020310383616162008-03-21T06:32:00.001-07:002008-03-21T06:36:08.712-07:00Today..<br />I can't see the moon..<br />Cos maybe its like me..<br />Hiding in the dark...<br />Crying..<br />Weeping...<br />Without anyone knowing..<br />Or caring..<br />Worrying bout millions of stuff...<br />LIke...<br />Does my dad remember me?<br />Does my dad love me?<br />Does he want me?<br />Do my friends really think of me as friends?<br />Does my mum really treat me like her daughter?<br />Does she love me even tho i'm not hers?<br />Will i ever find love?<br />Will i ever find new friends?<br />Will i ever be pretty?<br />Will i ever be truly happy?<br />Will i ever not blame myself for buddy, kitty, and bubbles.. and my other pets death?<br />Will i ever not blame myself for making my dad leave my mum?<br />Right now...<br />Death is a great option..<br />But..<br />I'm scared of death...<br />I don't know whats waiting for me..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1647085517177732830-8889302031038361616?l=lonely-gal-forever-and-ever.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Horse_dog_LOVAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04384306586052230416noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1647085517177732830.post-51162710294122205352008-03-21T01:12:00.000-07:002008-03-21T01:15:51.192-07:00I wonder...<br />If there are really people who care bout me...<br />People like...<br />Felicia..<br />Shonelle..<br />Jean..<br />Yeung Wan...<br />Priscilla...<br />And many more..<br />But i don't know if..<br />They really are my friends right?<br />I wish i could know..<br />But i don't think i can...<br />I wonder....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1647085517177732830-5116271029412220535?l=lonely-gal-forever-and-ever.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Horse_dog_LOVAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04384306586052230416noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1647085517177732830.post-47490793648370495972008-03-16T02:40:00.000-07:002008-03-16T22:14:57.758-07:00I look up in the sky...<br />I see the moon..<br />All alone..<br />And i wonder..<br />If it felt what i did...<br />Lonely..<br />Sad..<br />Odd...<br />But i look carefully again..<br />It is surrounded by many many shining stars..<br />And i wonder again..<br />If..<br />There are people around me...<br />Who care..<br />and love me...<br />Just that i am not aware of it..<br />Mayb...<br />Just maybe...<br />These shining stars..<br />Could be the people i hate most..<br />But i will never know, will i?<br /><br />Tears flow down my cheek..<br />As i look yet again at the sky..<br />I imagine..<br />Heaven...<br />UP there....<br />With all my wonderful and precious ones..<br />Who have left me alone here..<br />I wonder..<br />When i will join them...<br />I remember..<br />How much fun i had..<br />With them..<br />And hate them a little..<br />For leaving me..<br />Isolated..<br />Alone..<br />In this strange world..<br />Full of mystery...<br />Full of hate...<br />Full of resentment...<br />When will there be peace in my soul?<br />When?<br />I ask the lord...<br />He doesn't tell me...<br />He remains silent..<br />What does that mean?<br />Does it mean i'm alone?<br />or Does it mean I'm suppose to suffer in silence...<br />I will never know, will i?<br /><br />I'm on the verge of losing faith in anything..<br />But some people..<br />Just a few...<br />Who give me that little bit of hope...<br />To live life to the fullest..<br />i thank them...<br />For being with me..<br />Even when i irritate them sometimes..<br />Being there for me..<br />when i'm troubled...<br />When i'm sad..<br />When i'm happy..<br />I owe you guys a lifetime..<br />U give me all the hope i need..<br />To live..<br />To survive..<br />To endure...<br />And..<br />To persevere...<br />Thank you...<br />You are the best!...<br /><br /><br /><br />Vicky..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1647085517177732830-4749079364837049597?l=lonely-gal-forever-and-ever.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Horse_dog_LOVAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04384306586052230416noreply@blogger.com0